E-Mails that I have received
You may want to brush up on your physiology, hypertension is not cause by increased blood flow. Itis caused by plaque and cholesterol build up in the arteries, causing increased blood pressure and hyper tension do to the heart having to work harder to make it circulate. Ironicaly making the opposite of your claim to be accurate. No that would be a brain aneurysm those are caused by blood clots forming, blocking blood flow causing an explosion of the said vein.
And something about me, I'm a student and I'm trying hard to get into a medical school and I'm gonna achieve with that goal some day. I was only wondering if you would like to share your thought personally with me and so on. I'm totally aware of the existence of vampires, been for 5 years for now.
What you are attempting to quote from my site is textbook knowledge of the results of adrenaline in the body, and what causes the body to release adrenaline. Before you claim to be an expert, try learning something about what you claim to know and dont guess on things that you know nothing about.
Yes it started from the Hollywood films and they still amuse me, but maybe even more now when I know they are based on truth. V5 retrovirus, I've heard of it many times in these circles, that theory sounds possible and when I'm gonna be a medical doctor that is gonna be my number one subject to study.
The rate your going, if you are actualy in school to be a doctor, you will quickly fail. I didnt just slap my website together, none of it is just winged and typed out for fun. It would do you well to actualy go to the library, get a legitimate medical book and actualy read about the effects of adrenaline on the body before trying to correct me on things that I have gotten straight out of college level books.
With your help I might be able to get the virus more easily so that I can conduct some studies on it. Yes, I might be interested in infecting myself with it. Two reasons for that. 1) That's the best way to understand how it works, you can take blood samples from yourself any time and there's no way you can describe your symptoms wrong. 2) I want to become a vampire. I know it might be even lethal to infect yourself with a retrovirus, which has that radical effects on your DNA, but with a right treatment I believe it is quite possible to get through the changing part alive.
No one has died from becoming a vampire, unlike some things in nature that change our DNA, it doesnt change it in away that kills its host. Other things that change DNA without killing the host are the renovirus, T_bacteriophages, and many others.
And now you ask why would I want to become a vampire for I'm smart enough to understand the bad results it might have like dying, pain, sensitiviness to light, losing friends and so on. For the glamour of course. I know you might laugh, but that's good 'cause it was a joke.
Good thing that was a joke, because there is no glamour in most people thinking your nuts if you tell them without proving it.
To be honest, I'm not sure if I even want to become a vampire but I'm just so damn fascinated by them. And I can't help it for I belong to the curious species of apes.
As I said look more in to the information on my site, because do to the amount of time and effort that I put in to the research behind it I do take it as a serious insult when people claim its false. There will be more added to it as far as the psychological part and adrenaline part is concerned.
Thank you for reading this long letter. I'm looking forward for your reply.
The responses are what keep me going, when I'm spending the long nights working on the website. Ps. I wish you don't publish this message on any site.
Think about that the next time you take a shot at things that a 10th grader knows more about than you do while claiming to be going to college for it.
Comment: intresting to see other slayers are comming to visit your site hun well done cept i thought it was more for the vamps.
Not sure how you know that other slayers are coming here as well or if you know of any pages on here made for slayers, although as in any case where Vampires go slayers will always follow. met one out here in person that didnt know what she was and have started a well hidden page on this site thats more like a sort of journal of observations. the only reason for keeping it hidden is that until i know there is no risk of vamps randomly attacking slayers or assumed slayers out of a stupid fear, safety precautions must be used, there will most likely also be a section for weres seeing that a few have told me that their arent any good sites out there. (the weres section will not be hidden)
Comment: Ok nice site btw. im glad someone is saying what needed to be said about hunters. most are troublesome "bigshots" who think they know something and try to "impress" by being a fearsome hunter and they dont know didly squat. so to speak. btw I read awhile back what u said about ur anonymous slayer friend. KUDOS I say to her for her part, I admired her for it.
Its always good to recieve good feed back on the website, And I'll let her know.
Subject: what the....?
To: vampiresitstime@yahoo.com
Hello Steven
I only have a question and comment to You, but before that I feel You'd probably like to know who am I.
My name is Sandra. I live in NYC. I'm an artist. I think that the simplicity about me ends there, so forgive me for not going into more detail about me. If You have any questions fell free to ask. (You have been very honest---> web pg so I'm trying to do the same...our of respect I suppose.)
Your webpg is quite impressive. Although i cannot comprehend, why do You educate the general public about things that have remained secretive (for a reason)?
its like You 'said' ; some fear vampires, others are fascinated by them, so doesn't this fact alone make vampires a target? If a human is scared he/she could be unpredictable in his/hers reaction. Like an animal that feel threatened.
If a human is fascinated with something he/she will dwell whatever fascinates them until they got what they wanted (learn what they wanted to know).
So if You advertise vampires and speak of their splendor and their quote unquote "abnormal" skills then in the end wont it make life difficult for potential vampires?
Dint get me wrong, i do not mean to neglect Your beliefs and theories, i only ask for Your view. in other words, what are Your motives, what makes You believe that the action You took (meaning posting all of this up online and available to anyone) are the right thing to do?
Id like to thank You for Your time that You devoted to my email. I would greatly appreciate a reply form You.
sincerely,
Sandra
ps. About the buzz sound, where did You learn that one from? And where did You get that buzz?! I'm asking because its hard to believe that people cannot hear it. ...Also, I wish to learn about it because i hear that annoying sound quite often. It's rather spontaneous, I'm guessing this could occur when the barometric pressure goes down, but like i said, I'm not sure.
If You would take the time and reply to me, i might not give You a response right away, ill be travelling for the next 5 weeks, but I will respond asap. Once again, thank You. Apagne.
Their fear is an unreasonable fear, it simply comes from ignorance and beliefs in what at one time may have been truth but now is shear myth. What I'm refering to is the fact that during a time when people were a lot less open minded and murder was easy to get away with. A time when finding a willing blood donor may have been impossible for our real vampire ancestors, I do believe that it's possible that real vampires may have killed people for it, and seeing what they were doing to assumed witches and other people, keeping the truth about real vampires was probably by far the smartest idea. However in this day and age (which I personaly like to refer to as the age of acceptance) Where an increasing amount of people that like real vampires, donate to real vampires, are intrigued by real vampires, want to be real vampires, and in my experience even the ones that fear real vampires (when they realise that they really do exist) Do not attack.
However, they do listen and ask a lot of questions, Because in age that we live in today people realise that there are things that they don't know, and also try to over come their fears. I know this very well from personal experience, for awhile I kept it a secret about what i was out of fear, however people that I tried to keep it a secret from figured it out eventualy anyhow. That includes my very catholic mom who surprisingly took it pretty well. yes there are those people like the one who figured it out in her home and because of it nolonger allows me in her house, however this including all of the self proclaimed hunters that I have met, and two friends of mine which are real slayers one of which I still consider my best friend, not once have I ever been attacked for being a real vampire. As for you'r concerns about me saying to much to anyone who stumbles on the site which hopefully some day will be everyone, there are things not on my website as well as things well hidden on the website that one would have to really pay attention and have a strong interest in the website to find.
The things not on my site you would have to talk to me on yahoo, and I would have to know by my own feel that you are a real vampire before I will ever discuss. I have added you'r sand182k name to my yahoo messenger so that some time when were both on we can talk about this in more detail.
Comment: My email addy is dead_cherubim2@yahoo.com I have been involved in every major vampyric group since the early 90's. I must tell you, about 2/3s of what I have read I disagree with, diplomaticly of course, yet I feel you have an idea of the greater epiphany at hand. I would be interesting perhaps in pointing you in a more properly educated direction for said subjects. Contact me if you are interested, don't if you aren't.
I have added you to my yahoo list you're probably going to want to talk on there to share you're views in real time after this. I do acknowledge that you have taken a good approach with you're views by private emailing and not doing it through the message board for show, which is why you are getting a response in the first place. As for debating, I don't debate, debating is a thing where one person spends theyre time trying to explain to another person about how they are wrong. Basicaly put debating is a form of wasting my time on trying to make an unwilling person in to a more enlightened person. However I have no problems with telling people how I see it, and I know I'm right because I know for a fact that I am one.
First off don't worry to much about being diplomatic with me, even in person I don't care how much some people disagree or agree with me or in what way they choose to disagree with me. Second off real vamps don't need to list references to show that they are a vamp, simply put you either are or you aren't a vampire. Third off lol i've been in many self proclaimed vamp groups both online and in person each under a different name just to try to find some real vampires, sad results are that maybe 1 in 75 of the self proclaimed vampires in these groups actualy is one. The ones that are one tend to be the ones that just wait and watch quietly hoping that a real vampire shows up and then they privately contact them, They are not the active ones or "well respected elders" that rehash, repeat, and agree with the bullshit on each others websites. basicaly as far as the "vampire community" is concerned only about 1 in 75 of the self proclaimed vamps is actualy a vampire, and the rest are just posers that are looking to label themself with a title that they have dropped the standards so low that pretty much anyone can qualify that wants to.
One slight problem real vampires do exist and we are not happy with this, we don't need anyone to agree with us because we know that we are right, thanks to my site the numbers that are finding each other are joining together and the "vampire community" that is way over ran by posers will have no part in it. right now its just a matter of picking the few real vampires out of all the clutter of people that either think they are vampires or actually know that they aren't yet try to fit in anyhow.
email: Regardless, there are misleading statements on your website. I agree with you about the poser problem, further more, I never said websites anywhere had any answers, but there are place in real time/space that are much more truely guiding. Afew I have found, others I was guided to as well. I simply offered a chance to explore the deepest parts of your truest nature. You are in california right? Just a feeling I get.
Actualy NONE of the information on my vampire website is misleading, or else I wouldn't put it on there in the first place. However yes a lot of it disagrees with what all of the wannabee vampires out there agree to be "fact". You know what I don't care because I know I'm right because thats simply one of the perks of actualy being a real vampire, I know about myself and I know about the others that are actualy like me and not just going from website to website, forum to forum, group to group, etc, reading the sites and going with what the majority of them say thinking that the majority must be right. guess what news flash the majority are wrong they are all rehashing each others bullshit and thats why real vampires are having such a hard time learning what they need to know, which really pisses me off.
Guess what obviously you'r one of them, guess I had to tell you directly that you'r just a sad wannabe because you obviousyl didn't get the message in the last response, and sadly I know more about my kind than you will ever know. Because I am one and you'r not, and I don't care if you believe me or disagree. Because the wonderfull thing about being a real vampire is that you'r belief is not required. But just for my own personal entertainment how about if you list some of the stuff you think im wrong about, So that me and my other real vampire friends can read it and have a good laugh. Oh and you mentioning that you think i'm in california and trying to play it off like its a psychic feeling, doesn't take a psychic to figure that out seeing that on my site I have multiple easy to find ways to contact me which obviously you managed to find at least one of them and each of those forms of contacting me will tell you that I am in San Diego california.
don't try to fake with me I know exactly where every last bit of information on my site can lead to, actualy the information on there if some one really tries can land them my exact location whithin a mile of where my house is and between my picture and me using my real first name, That can make me very easy to find.
Comment: A turning is really the only effective way of becoming a vampyre, however it is not the only way. Vampyres may seem beautiful, powerful, and mysterious to you, but there lives are filled with sorrow, sorrow that you could never understand. Although you yearn for a release from this life into the next, there is just too much to give up, like love. You would think that if a vampyre fell in love, they would turn their loved one into an abomination just like theirself, but this is not the case. If the vampyre truly loved this person, they would not wish this burden, this curse upon them. Give up on your dreams of becoming a vampyre and embrace the morning’s light, because you really wont realize how beautiful it is until you have lost it.
You sound like one of those goths that thinks real vampires are so full of sorrow and actualy believe that the sun might make us explode in to flames, go back to hottopic and see if you can buy a life from there yet.
E-mail: I was reading your vampire site. Interesting. I have a vamp. friendly club listing, as well as further corroboration of a statement on your site.
I'll start with the supporting evidence. I myself am a vamp, and anytime I donate blood they always ask me to keep coming back. Evidently my blood is SO clean that it's given to premature and newborn babies that need transfusions. The only bad part about that is that they want me to come in as frequently as possible, due to the fact that my type is O+, making me an almost universal donor (at least in that regard). The frequency of donation can be problematic for energetic reasons...
I noticed you had Klub Therapy listed for San Diego's Vampire Friendly Clubs. I used to work with Bryan Pollard (the owner of said club) for two of his other clubs. Therapy is no longer held at Shooterz (the address for Klub Therapy that you have on your site) for the time being, it takes place at an establishment known as "Brick By Brick" I don't have an exact address for that location at this time. However, on
Saturday nights, Shooterz hosts Klub Underworld from 9pm until 2am. $3 cover before 9:30, $5 cover after. In addition, at the same establishment Club 80's occurs on Thursdays at the same time with the same cover charge. Bryan is himself, a vamp, so I'd say that all of his clubs are definitely vamp. friendly. For more information on his clubs visit www.klubs.com. Hope this helps, zilchy Administrator for OtherkinAlliance.
Thanks for the update, and the extra information.
Age : 37
Comment : All you offer is your opinion, but you would let the credulous think it is fact. You are NOT representing the vampire community. Actually, I think youre all role player and no vampire at all.
yahoo name : lareinetheda
E-mail Addy : lareinetheda@yahoo.com
Thats pretty funny seeing that the rpgers preach bs about vamps coming from cain, which I do not. So before trying to connect anything to the RPgers atleast get your basic information on them straight. Second off I'm not just spouting off stuff, I do provide references to well respected sources in the scientific community, these sources include times and dates for scientific american (its a science magazine), national geographic, as well as discovery channel and others. Coming from a real vampire, thank god I'm not seen as representing the "vampire community" because all I see in there is a ton of posers and very few real vampires. The few real vampires in it aren't the ones running it either.
sappho (1/12/2007 5:01:43 AM): Well, I loved your site. It's now standard reading for anyone who asks me to recommend a vampire site.
hummmm I wish to speak to this man name Steven!! This Steven insulted one of my good friends.. She is still learning about vampires.. This person HAD no right telling her to get educated and call her brainless!! He ought to be a shame of himself.!!! She is just learning about vampires.. This man said to her " Vampires live as long as a life span as a human!! Bull crap... I have all my life I search and educated myself about vampires.. Well guess what I am one and so much more and NO i am not bragging.. I want ot know who did this site up and Also I WANT TO KNOW WHO UPSET MY GOOD FRIEND .. Her name is Fair!! Shame on this person picking on the this person .. Have you ever thought she is just learning this? Well my true name is Belanna Trident.. I am very angry who ever did this to her call her brainless poser.. Well come and chat with me and see .. :)
Suck my balls you poser bitch, your probably the wannabe vampire that feeds her head with the being 300+ years old bullshit.
thanks
If you dont believe in them then definately dont claim to be a real vampire, because that is just sad.
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